<body>
That.Boy.I.Saw

dareN`
18
10th March 1991
Ngee Ann Polytechnic (MOT)
darenlaw91@hotmail.com

He.Wants

Game~~~
JOB~~~
Money~~~
PRESENTS ON HIS BDAY!!~~~

He.Is.Speaking.His.Mind



His.Past

His.Frens


He.Says.Thanks

X O X O
<3 Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Well...back to the old normal days again, Woke up at 1pm cause i dint really want to wake up at 10am so continue sleeping. Hope during the day when i job i will be like how i am during red camp days. once alarm clock ring at 6.30am, i just woke up. well, i also hope that i could learn something when im working, hopefully its something meaningful such as values in life etc etc. really hope i would grow even more when im working so i will know how adult live and hopefully i will be able to work and study at the same time so that i will be able to pay my poly fees.

im quite a independent guy, so hopefully able to do that. Now shall start working for a LAPPY hopefully.

Okay. lets go on today's routine.

Woke up at 1pm, then slack in front of com for 1 and half hours.

Met jonny at CPF building cause he wanna find a job and i need to take my bank book to Terry (dunno how to spell her name) =x

After that went to play pool at safra. Was so accurate, lol. but very vulgar oso..damn it, im gone back to the same old mi seriously i hope to quit my vulgarity.

After pool, i went to TM to buy F.I.R ALBUM!!! IM F.I.R FAN!!! =D

then went home and dota...how boring it is...

Regards,
dareN`

Labels:


10:51 PM
BeautifulIllusions

<3 Tuesday, November 27, 2007
A Story, Composition by Daren Law =D

I Remembered that during Sec 2, I always like a girl very much. She is simply too cute and I keep getting close to her, hoping that i could take care of her forever. But then it wasn't that successful. A dream is always a dream and will never be true. Since then, i keep using name like Xiao Xue in my chinese composition.

I Remembered i wrote a chinese composition in class and i almost cry. The title is "An accident in Bus Interchange"

Now i shall start my story.

I remembered that this happened in my 14th Birthday, I bathed and got changed into my nicest clothing because im going for a Date cum Birthday celebration with my first Girlfriend of my life. Her name is Xiao xue, i used to love her very much, she is cute, kind and caring. Well maybe she was touched by my sincerity, we became together.

Her house is like one street across the bus interchange so we agreed to meet there before going for a date. Well, the night before that i could not sleep because I am too excited, she was my first girlfriend and we are celebrating birthday together!! So the night before i kept thinking of the event that might probably happen on my birthday.

I reached there on time but she is nowhere to be seen. I told myself to give an allowance of 10 minutes to wait for the cute girl. While doing so, i took out my handphone and play Mini golf game on the phone. I have completed the 18th hole and i looked at my watch. 15 Minutes had past but yet she was nowhere to be seen.

I called her handphone and she answered. I heaved a sigh of relieve as i thought that something might happen to her. Then i continued talking to her using my sweet tone and asked her around how long she would be reaching the bus interchange.

"BEEP!! BEEP!! BOOM!!"

"Hello! Hello! Are you on the phone?"

I then saw many people crowding around the bus interchange traffic light. It was the direction that Xiao Xue would come from every morning when we meet to go to school. I immediately ran over there. I saw the familar dresses that i bought for Xiao Xue, handphone that i always mess with. I looked up to her face and saw the familar face, it is Xiao Xue.

I burst into tears and shouting madly for someone to call an ambulance. I knew she would not survive from the accident but my mind wasn't thinking anymore. She was the first girlfriend i had and she died because i rushed her to get to the bus interchange. I couldn't forgive myself for doing that. I couldn't stop shouting at god on why he did this to me.

Thats the end of story. Hope after reading this story, you guys can be patient and wait for the one who are late. Don't ever rush them.

In chinese there is a saying: 迟到好过没到. So hope you guys will be the same and wait patiently for the one you are waiting for.

Lastly, Sorry for the poor english.

Chinese version of it.

我记得这件事发生在我十四岁生日的那一天。我正在准备要去一个非常非常重要的一个约会。我冲好凉选出在我衣柜最美的衣服。这是我和我的女朋友的第一个约会也是我第一次和朋友庆祝生日。我还记得前一晚,我太兴奋得睡不着。

我和小雪约好两点在巴士转换站的老地方见。它是我们的老地方因为每天我们都会在那里等对方才去学校。我一点五十分就到了那里因为我等不及我和他的第一次约会。

终于到了两点了,我到处看了看但还是没有看到她的踪影。我就打算给她多十五分钟因为可爱的女生是值得等待的。
我就在那里徘徊着希望时间能快点过然我能快点见到她。等着等着,十五分钟已经过了,我转着我的头,用我名利的双眼找她但到处都看不到她。担心她会遇到什么意外,我就拿起了我的电话打给她。

“喂喂,小雪你在哪?已经过了十五分钟但还是看不到你的踪影。”

她用她最温柔的声音回答,“我就在交通灯,请你多给我几分钟。”

她说完那句话不到三秒钟,我就听到了大卡车的喇叭声与它的紧急刹车声。接着一个巨大的声音,像是大卡车撞倒人的声音。

“喂!喂!小雪!”

她没回答。我立刻跑向人潮哪里去。人潮的地方正是每当小雪会经过的地方。

我心里希望这那里不是不好的事情。我到了那里,看见了熟悉的鞋子,衣服和手表。鞋子是小雪最喜欢穿的,衣服像是我在小雪生日是买给她的生日礼物,手表是小雪最喜欢戴的。我心里想着不会那么巧吧。我走了靠近那名伤者。

我立刻抱起那熟悉脸孔的身体,哭了起来。

“小雪,不要死!”

我也像疯狗似的叫人帮我叫救护车。

过了不久她已经断气了。

我对着天空大喊着:“老天不公平,为什么要把我的女朋友给带走!”

THE END!!!

Labels:


2:42 PM
BeautifulIllusions

<3
Boring...time flies eh, soon it is the start of December, can't wait to meet my aunt, cousin for Christmas celebration like what we did every year. Yesterday was MSN conferencing with them, my Qi yi, Xiao yi, 2 Cousins, and my sister. They are so good and very concerned of my "O" level, well I have already chosen Ngee Ann poly. as my polytechnic school, now waiting for result to choose the course. Hope i can get 14 points or lesser so that i could take the course that i always wanted to be in (Aerospace engineering, Marine & Offshore engineering).

Well, always wish to be an engineer so that i can build a plane or a ship and most importantly, they got quite a good future. So ya. Joining them if im able to.

I actually can stop gaming now, I used to think that for mi, gaming is everything but then since after the Red Camp, i stopped gaming, never even play them for an hour. Wonder why i have the mindset of "Gaming is everything" in the past.

Went for a jog at 6pm at the park near my house. Jog for 4 rounds and walk for 2 rounds =x. no more stamina, cause too long never exercise already. well, at least i done 70 sits up today =D target is 100 actually which is 4 sets of 25 sit ups. but then i did 2 sets of 35 today, so not bad =D

hope can lose weight like this so that go on poly can find a girlfriend XD

Image Hosted by ImageShack.us


Centurions Rox!!

Regards,
dareN`

Labels:


2:32 PM
BeautifulIllusions

<3 Monday, November 26, 2007
Woke up at 10.30am today. Was watching anime, hunter x hunter manga till around 1.20pm when i prepare and hope that i can find a job.

meet friends at 2pm and they reached there at 2.15pm. then went up to recruit express hoping that i could find a job suitable for mi so well. I GOT A JOB!!

It was at Changi north, i heard its about airplane stuff so we need to take those stuff, check store etc etc. Well, i still remember the people say "Dun worry, it is light but very very very EXPANSIVE" well, it freak mi out cause i damn blur and careless so hope i wouldn't have the chance to drop those stuff.

$5 per hour. hmmm, not too bad la.
O.T. from monday to saturday is around $7.50 per hour
O.T. on sunday is around $10 per hour

Hope i get O.T. everyday and the salary i get will be around $700~$800 for working for around 3 weeks. $_$

once got the money, i will treat my family to a meal, then my mei RACHAEL SEE Seoul garden/movie. and hopefully can go out with my sis to play. long time never go out liao.

Everyday seems blury or dreamy to mi now maybe cause of hop night @ ngee ann poly. Well well well. Dunno what is happening to me now.

Regards,
dareN`

Labels:


7:46 PM
BeautifulIllusions

<3 Sunday, November 25, 2007
Oh my god. I think i will become fatter. Damn it

3 Days of nice food during Red camp 4 and 0 days of exercising.

first day = KFC(lunch), Buffet(dinner).
second day = Pizza Hut(lunch)
third day = Breeks(lunch), Japanese food(dinner)(dunno how to spell)

Actually saturday morning wanna go exercise but then was too tired cause reached home at 12+ am. Today morning wanna go jog but then forgot to set alarm clock. Shit.

Wow, i just found out i hold many leader position.

Pri 5 = Vice-chairman of class
Sec 1 = Vice-captain of Basketball team
Sec 3 = Resource officer of class, Counter Strike Team Leader
Sec 4 = Maple Party Leader, Ragnarok Online Guild Leader
Poly Year 1 hope to be a student leader =PP

Labels:


2:47 PM
BeautifulIllusions

<3 Saturday, November 24, 2007
Ever Feel Bored, Sad etc. after having a long period of time? Well if u feel like that, it's perfect alright. You are not abnormal just that you have just adapt the fun life. So you would like feel very moody, sad or bored but it will be fine after some time. Time is an antidote to this poison.

A real life example of mine.

I Remember last 3 days, im having fun in the red camp esp yesterday which is the last day of red camp 4. Well i remember yesterday because i did something crazy, but then it was fun.

The next day after the red camp 4, i woke up as if i just woke up from a dream of me going to red camp 4 for days, i was like very tired and nothing could cheer me up. I woke up when my sis called me asking if am i in Ngee Ann poly. At that point in time, I feel like going there to find my friends know from red camp, SL. But then i know things will not be like that again because there is only 1 red camp per year.

I really hate time, it seems like it is going very fast during fun time while going very slowly when you are bored. Well i know everyone feels that way, during the fun time, we tend to forget time sub-consciously, while when you are bored, you keep thinking about time sub-consciously so u will feel they tend to go very slowly.

There is no solution to it. But one advice from me, Cherish the fun time and do something meaningful during the boring time like whats im doing now.

Regards,
dareN`

Labels:


11:10 PM
BeautifulIllusions

<3
Boring saturday.

It seems like the last 3 days were like a dream, a dream that is so long and now it feel like i just woke up from my dreamland, nothing have changed and i have to go back to the same routine again. (Wake up, Eat, Play Com, Eat, Play Com, Sleep)

After the red camp 4, i dun feel like gaming anymore. Just feel like dragging some online friends out to drink tea or catch a movie. Or maybe talk with friends i know from Red camp 4. (1 SL and 1 from Viking) i only made 2 friends in 3 days. *Sadded*

Reluctantly to wake up but then it feels like i have changed. In the past, i remembered that once i wake up, i can go back to sleep again unless i drag myself out of my bed. But today, I CAN'T!! *Sigh* dunno if this is a good thing or not. Now just feel like doing the same routine as the last 3 days. Wake up, Bath, Go Ngee Ann poly, Slack/Crap/Cheer. So Fun!! Esp the last day. HoP Night!!

Today went to change phone.

Take note all. Phone is not an accessory. It is a phone for you to use.

I just bought a 5MP camera phone. It is like so useless to mi can. At First, i wanna buy N81 SD cause it has the basic function and most importantly WI-FI. WI-FI would be good because now most school have wireless and most mac have wireless connection. so i can just use the wireless connection to chat or wad. but my mum dun understand it and i oso dun bother to talk to her about it. So in the end bought the damn phone of "MINE"(They choose it).

5MP Camera so wad? so far i only take 10 photos in the past 2 years for my old phone.

Lousy Saturday. I MISS RED CAMP!!

Regards,
dareN`

Labels:


10:42 AM
BeautifulIllusions

<3
天下没有不散的宴席。Today is the last day of RED CAMP 4. Awww, im gonna miss my S.Ls (Friendly Felicia, Gay Esmund, Fun Clement and one joker).

Woke up at 6.30am because S.L. Morning Call mi, So kind. So i went to bath, eat breakfast and went to tampines interchange to meet my friend at 7.30am.

I reached there at 7.31am and he reached there at 7.50am then took the damn freaking long trip of train to clementi. In the meantime, i played sudoku in the train but then i did not manage to complete it because it was kinda hard so i give up.

We went to conventional hall to gather and today we went to School of Business, at there we played a game currency sudoku. LOL, it was damn easy so manage to complete it in around 5~10 min.

Then we watch performance at sch of business till lunch time.

Breeks for lunch. WEEE, correct mi if wrong.

Then we went to conventional hall to play "Blow Wind Blow" everytime i must move de. But luckily, i was not caught by S.L. if not i have to do forfeit.

Then we watch concert at conventional hall till 5pm. We ate japanese food for dinner. YUMMY!!

After that, we stone for 1 hour till 7pm for HoP night(sort of clubbing).

We went in to dance till around 9pm. Then we went to buy some drink and get some rest. After that we went in again at around 9.20pm and continue dancing, after dancing for around 20 min, a girl talk to mi. Actually wanna ask her to be my friend but then sadly, cant find her anymore. Continue dancing till 10.40pm and went to bus stop to wait for bus. Saw her again and of course i approached her but then unluckily, her bus came and she got on it before i could ask for msn/phone number.

Without any hesitation, went up to bus to hougang so i could ask her to be my friend. In the end, manage to ask her to be my friend and got her msn. Yes!!

We then go off at AMK station and took mrt home. Awww so tired as it have been a long day for me.

Red Camp 4 is FUN!!!

Regards,
dareN`

Labels:


12:40 AM
BeautifulIllusions

<3 Thursday, November 22, 2007
A vase with those scar of being broken. Would you like it? No right.

Lets substitute the vase with friendship, family or BGR (Boy-Girl Relationship).

A friend who have betray u before. would u trust him/her that much?

or

U have betray people before, would u think they will trust u as much?

this oso the same like the scar of the vase, it will stay there forever and nothing can heal it. So be true to your friends/family/boyfriend/girlfriend, treat them well and cherish them...

Labels:


9:49 PM
BeautifulIllusions

<3
Woke up at 6.30am after receiving sms from friend telling me to go for Red Camp in the afternoon because he need somemore sleep. Zzz, but then i manage to pull him go ^^

Now im on time (first time -.-) and he was late for 15 min. So in the meantime, i took the "Today" newspaper and read till he come.

We took an hour train to clementi AGAIN!! But this time, i spent my time more "meaningfully" by playing sudoku in the train and it took mi the whole 1 an hour to solve only around 1/4 of the game (lousy brain T.T).

Then we took the shutter bus filled with people to Ngee Ann Poly for RED CAMP 4(WOOT, hyper-ing now).

Went in and wait for the RED CAMP 4 to start.

...BORING...

Oh ya. Found a guy who like to A.A(Attract attention) very much. Although i know i sometimes A.A too but then he is like so damn obvious which make us think that he like to A.A very much.

Allow me skip till lunch time...YAY Finally LUNCH TIME!!! PIZZA HUT FOR LUNCH WEEEEE~~~

The friendly G.L.(group leader not guai lan) came and it liven up us i think cause she always talk to us. Then after that we need to do some lame cheer which make u feel so damn cold (im serious). It goes like that: (Power ranger before they changed the music), Centurions, Its morphing time. Then started clapping and "shing-ing". it was so damn paiseh when doing this. Actually we are behind the group so we do or dun do oso can but then our G.L. insist us of doing it. so give her face and do lo.

After that become the same old boring touring *Yawns*.

...Skip this part too...

We went to conventional hall to dance All for 1 song but we dint dance cause we dunno how to. so we went to the back and act =D cause we need to ask our G.L. for bus number to clementi interchange and she told us after dancing then tell us.

By the time it is already around 7.30pm we took 154 to clementi interchange and took the damn freaking long MRT trip back to tampines...

Oh ya...This Red Camp is fun because the group leaders are both friendly and funny. So im having a so called "Great time" there. So Lively!!

Wanna join in the fun if i enter Ngee Ann Poly. too

Yesterday's Lunch = KFC
Yesterday's Dinner = Buffet
Today's Lunch = Pizza Hut

Oh my god, i will get very fat soon. Need to jog on Saturday morning le =(

Regards,
dareN`

Labels:


8:51 PM
BeautifulIllusions

<3 Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Monday

... Let Me Think ...

AR, it was a normal day. Went mapling whole day without going out

Tuesday is the same, went mapling whole day till around 6.30pm then went to park for a jog...after that maple again till 12am (im excited this day because the next day im going for "Red Camp 4"(ngee ann poly camp)

Today woke up at 7am, then went to meet friends at 8am (damn, im late again) then went to clementi in an hour trip of MRT (so damn freaking long) then went to ngee ann poly by cab -.-

Sit in the conventional hall tiredly...was sitting right in front of the group then group leader ask us to cheer but we sit there quietly...then she say she gonna make us cheer when we are in her group... AND LUCKILY we are not in her group =D

we then went to tour around school in N.P. till lunch time (damn boring)...we have to regroup again and UNLUCKILY we need to go to her group... then went touring around which is quite boring till dinner time

Went for dinner (Wah nice food better than dunman =x) after dinner actually wanna go back home de but then no bus so we went back to "canteen". she saw us and offer to bring us around(SO KIND!!)...went touring around with her for 20 min then need to go back conventional hall again...after talking crap for awhile, we went back home...

Adding on: the group leader is lame -.- (found a challenger =D cause im lame too ^.^ )

Thats all for today =D

Regards,
dareN`

Labels:


9:46 PM
BeautifulIllusions

<3 Sunday, November 18, 2007
Went to Malaysia early in the morning with my family and my sis bf. Reason of going there is quite lame. Went there to pray only -.-

Anyway, i know this le but i still chose to go because i don't wanna stay at home alone. So bo bian, have to go with them.

Skip some crappy part

at noon 12pm, we went to a restaurant to eat. There were filled with teenagers of our age (12~18) working there. I noticed that there is a girl(quite cute) who look like a primary 6 kid working there and she is serving us(day-dreaming-ing). Oh my god. even a pri 6 kid can find a job, I'm so shame of myself for not finding a job yet

Wow, 17/11/07 is a nice day for marriage?? I saw 4 different couples in different temple praying.

let mi skip the praying part

... ... 5 hours past ... ...

Its 4pm when we reached a shopping mall in jb. It is crowded and it is totally different from singapore's shopping mall. The shopping mall is HUGE and is filled with teenagers of our age (14~18) shopping with their friends or so. How nice is that. Then i saw a girl (quite cute) while window shopping with my sis and her bf (yes im a light bulb) i met her 4 times in the HUGE shopping mall. Maybe we got fate bahz (day-dreaming-ing)

Finally reached home and watch Wo Cai Wo Cai Wo Cai Cai Cai. Omg sia. the F4 xiao qian is so damn cute (day-dreaming-ing again)

opps nothing to write le cause cant think of any le...so i shall end off here

Regards,
dareN`

Labels:


1:02 AM
BeautifulIllusions

<3 Friday, November 16, 2007
Opps, yesterday didn't post because I was out for the whole night (didn't went to geylang so don't need to think too much).

Yesterday was a relaxing night for me. I went out with my parents for some crap thing so I stayed in the car listening to FM 93.3. Most of the letter is for all graduation pupils (how sweet). While listening to it, I began to think of the first day in school in Secondary 1. *Haiz, time flies*

Reached home at around 11pm and went straight to sleep after bathing.

Today woke up at around 7am, went to the park and jog 4 rounds (1.6km). Today is sure crowded with old man and old ladies in the park doing exercise. Ran 4 rounds only because later i'll still need to go back to school for some crappy stuff.

After running for 4 rounds, i went to Blk 499 and buy packet milo and newspaper. It was so relaxing seriously while drinking milo, reading newspaper with no one bugging you. It was totally like entering the Rich Man's world.

I think if everyone do the same as i did, i think they will have no stress *so cool*. Because 钱是赚不完的. Having a good health and a healthy lifestyle is more important because MONEY IS NOT EVERYTHING. It can't buy your health back, it can't buy your happiness back. And so whats the use of so much money if you are unhealthy and are unable to spend it. (In chinese we call it 有钱但是没命花) It was useless. So I Hope Everyone Do Your Best To Balance Your Money And Your Health.

Regards,
dareN`

8:00 AM
BeautifulIllusions

<3 Wednesday, November 14, 2007
Hi to those who are viewing "MY" blog...actually this blog is mine but not mine =x cause it is created by my mei...she is SO KIND!!!

It's my first day starting blogging so don't know what to write about.

This Afternoon I am DAMN UNLUCKY!! went to find a job but all got no vacancy (Perhaps My Fate Is A Gamer's Life). When I went back home want to play maple, some stupid problem happen which cannot be solved in the afternoon.

Well, but then later at night my luck change!! The Stupid maple problem had been solved and i found a mei from nowhere...AND MOST IMPORTANTLY i start a blog which i wanted to long long ago...just that im lazy to create one.

I Shall End Off Here

Regards,
dareN`

Labels:


10:50 PM
BeautifulIllusions