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That.Boy.I.Saw

dareN`
18
10th March 1991
Ngee Ann Polytechnic (MOT)
darenlaw91@hotmail.com

He.Wants

Game~~~
JOB~~~
Money~~~
PRESENTS ON HIS BDAY!!~~~

He.Is.Speaking.His.Mind



His.Past

His.Frens


He.Says.Thanks

X O X O
<3 Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Well...back to the old normal days again, Woke up at 1pm cause i dint really want to wake up at 10am so continue sleeping. Hope during the day when i job i will be like how i am during red camp days. once alarm clock ring at 6.30am, i just woke up. well, i also hope that i could learn something when im working, hopefully its something meaningful such as values in life etc etc. really hope i would grow even more when im working so i will know how adult live and hopefully i will be able to work and study at the same time so that i will be able to pay my poly fees.

im quite a independent guy, so hopefully able to do that. Now shall start working for a LAPPY hopefully.

Okay. lets go on today's routine.

Woke up at 1pm, then slack in front of com for 1 and half hours.

Met jonny at CPF building cause he wanna find a job and i need to take my bank book to Terry (dunno how to spell her name) =x

After that went to play pool at safra. Was so accurate, lol. but very vulgar oso..damn it, im gone back to the same old mi seriously i hope to quit my vulgarity.

After pool, i went to TM to buy F.I.R ALBUM!!! IM F.I.R FAN!!! =D

then went home and dota...how boring it is...

Regards,
dareN`

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10:51 PM
BeautifulIllusions

<3 Tuesday, November 27, 2007
A Story, Composition by Daren Law =D

I Remembered that during Sec 2, I always like a girl very much. She is simply too cute and I keep getting close to her, hoping that i could take care of her forever. But then it wasn't that successful. A dream is always a dream and will never be true. Since then, i keep using name like Xiao Xue in my chinese composition.

I Remembered i wrote a chinese composition in class and i almost cry. The title is "An accident in Bus Interchange"

Now i shall start my story.

I remembered that this happened in my 14th Birthday, I bathed and got changed into my nicest clothing because im going for a Date cum Birthday celebration with my first Girlfriend of my life. Her name is Xiao xue, i used to love her very much, she is cute, kind and caring. Well maybe she was touched by my sincerity, we became together.

Her house is like one street across the bus interchange so we agreed to meet there before going for a date. Well, the night before that i could not sleep because I am too excited, she was my first girlfriend and we are celebrating birthday together!! So the night before i kept thinking of the event that might probably happen on my birthday.

I reached there on time but she is nowhere to be seen. I told myself to give an allowance of 10 minutes to wait for the cute girl. While doing so, i took out my handphone and play Mini golf game on the phone. I have completed the 18th hole and i looked at my watch. 15 Minutes had past but yet she was nowhere to be seen.

I called her handphone and she answered. I heaved a sigh of relieve as i thought that something might happen to her. Then i continued talking to her using my sweet tone and asked her around how long she would be reaching the bus interchange.

"BEEP!! BEEP!! BOOM!!"

"Hello! Hello! Are you on the phone?"

I then saw many people crowding around the bus interchange traffic light. It was the direction that Xiao Xue would come from every morning when we meet to go to school. I immediately ran over there. I saw the familar dresses that i bought for Xiao Xue, handphone that i always mess with. I looked up to her face and saw the familar face, it is Xiao Xue.

I burst into tears and shouting madly for someone to call an ambulance. I knew she would not survive from the accident but my mind wasn't thinking anymore. She was the first girlfriend i had and she died because i rushed her to get to the bus interchange. I couldn't forgive myself for doing that. I couldn't stop shouting at god on why he did this to me.

Thats the end of story. Hope after reading this story, you guys can be patient and wait for the one who are late. Don't ever rush them.

In chinese there is a saying: 迟到好过没到. So hope you guys will be the same and wait patiently for the one you are waiting for.

Lastly, Sorry for the poor english.

Chinese version of it.

我记得这件事发生在我十四岁生日的那一天。我正在准备要去一个非常非常重要的一个约会。我冲好凉选出在我衣柜最美的衣服。这是我和我的女朋友的第一个约会也是我第一次和朋友庆祝生日。我还记得前一晚,我太兴奋得睡不着。

我和小雪约好两点在巴士转换站的老地方见。它是我们的老地方因为每天我们都会在那里等对方才去学校。我一点五十分就到了那里因为我等不及我和他的第一次约会。

终于到了两点了,我到处看了看但还是没有看到她的踪影。我就打算给她多十五分钟因为可爱的女生是值得等待的。
我就在那里徘徊着希望时间能快点过然我能快点见到她。等着等着,十五分钟已经过了,我转着我的头,用我名利的双眼找她但到处都看不到她。担心她会遇到什么意外,我就拿起了我的电话打给她。

“喂喂,小雪你在哪?已经过了十五分钟但还是看不到你的踪影。”

她用她最温柔的声音回答,“我就在交通灯,请你多给我几分钟。”

她说完那句话不到三秒钟,我就听到了大卡车的喇叭声与它的紧急刹车声。接着一个巨大的声音,像是大卡车撞倒人的声音。

“喂!喂!小雪!”

她没回答。我立刻跑向人潮哪里去。人潮的地方正是每当小雪会经过的地方。

我心里希望这那里不是不好的事情。我到了那里,看见了熟悉的鞋子,衣服和手表。鞋子是小雪最喜欢穿的,衣服像是我在小雪生日是买给她的生日礼物,手表是小雪最喜欢戴的。我心里想着不会那么巧吧。我走了靠近那名伤者。

我立刻抱起那熟悉脸孔的身体,哭了起来。

“小雪,不要死!”

我也像疯狗似的叫人帮我叫救护车。

过了不久她已经断气了。

我对着天空大喊着:“老天不公平,为什么要把我的女朋友给带走!”

THE END!!!

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2:42 PM
BeautifulIllusions

<3
Boring...time flies eh, soon it is the start of December, can't wait to meet my aunt, cousin for Christmas celebration like what we did every year. Yesterday was MSN conferencing with them, my Qi yi, Xiao yi, 2 Cousins, and my sister. They are so good and very concerned of my "O" level, well I have already chosen Ngee Ann poly. as my polytechnic school, now waiting for result to choose the course. Hope i can get 14 points or lesser so that i could take the course that i always wanted to be in (Aerospace engineering, Marine & Offshore engineering).

Well, always wish to be an engineer so that i can build a plane or a ship and most importantly, they got quite a good future. So ya. Joining them if im able to.

I actually can stop gaming now, I used to think that for mi, gaming is everything but then since after the Red Camp, i stopped gaming, never even play them for an hour. Wonder why i have the mindset of "Gaming is everything" in the past.

Went for a jog at 6pm at the park near my house. Jog for 4 rounds and walk for 2 rounds =x. no more stamina, cause too long never exercise already. well, at least i done 70 sits up today =D target is 100 actually which is 4 sets of 25 sit ups. but then i did 2 sets of 35 today, so not bad =D

hope can lose weight like this so that go on poly can find a girlfriend XD

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Centurions Rox!!

Regards,
dareN`

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2:32 PM
BeautifulIllusions

<3 Monday, November 26, 2007
Woke up at 10.30am today. Was watching anime, hunter x hunter manga till around 1.20pm when i prepare and hope that i can find a job.

meet friends at 2pm and they reached there at 2.15pm. then went up to recruit express hoping that i could find a job suitable for mi so well. I GOT A JOB!!

It was at Changi north, i heard its about airplane stuff so we need to take those stuff, check store etc etc. Well, i still remember the people say "Dun worry, it is light but very very very EXPANSIVE" well, it freak mi out cause i damn blur and careless so hope i wouldn't have the chance to drop those stuff.

$5 per hour. hmmm, not too bad la.
O.T. from monday to saturday is around $7.50 per hour
O.T. on sunday is around $10 per hour

Hope i get O.T. everyday and the salary i get will be around $700~$800 for working for around 3 weeks. $_$

once got the money, i will treat my family to a meal, then my mei RACHAEL SEE Seoul garden/movie. and hopefully can go out with my sis to play. long time never go out liao.

Everyday seems blury or dreamy to mi now maybe cause of hop night @ ngee ann poly. Well well well. Dunno what is happening to me now.

Regards,
dareN`

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7:46 PM
BeautifulIllusions

<3 Sunday, November 25, 2007
Oh my god. I think i will become fatter. Damn it

3 Days of nice food during Red camp 4 and 0 days of exercising.

first day = KFC(lunch), Buffet(dinner).
second day = Pizza Hut(lunch)
third day = Breeks(lunch), Japanese food(dinner)(dunno how to spell)

Actually saturday morning wanna go exercise but then was too tired cause reached home at 12+ am. Today morning wanna go jog but then forgot to set alarm clock. Shit.

Wow, i just found out i hold many leader position.

Pri 5 = Vice-chairman of class
Sec 1 = Vice-captain of Basketball team
Sec 3 = Resource officer of class, Counter Strike Team Leader
Sec 4 = Maple Party Leader, Ragnarok Online Guild Leader
Poly Year 1 hope to be a student leader =PP

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2:47 PM
BeautifulIllusions

<3 Saturday, November 24, 2007
Ever Feel Bored, Sad etc. after having a long period of time? Well if u feel like that, it's perfect alright. You are not abnormal just that you have just adapt the fun life. So you would like feel very moody, sad or bored but it will be fine after some time. Time is an antidote to this poison.

A real life example of mine.

I Remember last 3 days, im having fun in the red camp esp yesterday which is the last day of red camp 4. Well i remember yesterday because i did something crazy, but then it was fun.

The next day after the red camp 4, i woke up as if i just woke up from a dream of me going to red camp 4 for days, i was like very tired and nothing could cheer me up. I woke up when my sis called me asking if am i in Ngee Ann poly. At that point in time, I feel like going there to find my friends know from red camp, SL. But then i know things will not be like that again because there is only 1 red camp per year.

I really hate time, it seems like it is going very fast during fun time while going very slowly when you are bored. Well i know everyone feels that way, during the fun time, we tend to forget time sub-consciously, while when you are bored, you keep thinking about time sub-consciously so u will feel they tend to go very slowly.

There is no solution to it. But one advice from me, Cherish the fun time and do something meaningful during the boring time like whats im doing now.

Regards,
dareN`

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11:10 PM
BeautifulIllusions

<3
Boring saturday.

It seems like the last 3 days were like a dream, a dream that is so long and now it feel like i just woke up from my dreamland, nothing have changed and i have to go back to the same routine again. (Wake up, Eat, Play Com, Eat, Play Com, Sleep)

After the red camp 4, i dun feel like gaming anymore. Just feel like dragging some online friends out to drink tea or catch a movie. Or maybe talk with friends i know from Red camp 4. (1 SL and 1 from Viking) i only made 2 friends in 3 days. *Sadded*

Reluctantly to wake up but then it feels like i have changed. In the past, i remembered that once i wake up, i can go back to sleep again unless i drag myself out of my bed. But today, I CAN'T!! *Sigh* dunno if this is a good thing or not. Now just feel like doing the same routine as the last 3 days. Wake up, Bath, Go Ngee Ann poly, Slack/Crap/Cheer. So Fun!! Esp the last day. HoP Night!!

Today went to change phone.

Take note all. Phone is not an accessory. It is a phone for you to use.

I just bought a 5MP camera phone. It is like so useless to mi can. At First, i wanna buy N81 SD cause it has the basic function and most importantly WI-FI. WI-FI would be good because now most school have wireless and most mac have wireless connection. so i can just use the wireless connection to chat or wad. but my mum dun understand it and i oso dun bother to talk to her about it. So in the end bought the damn phone of "MINE"(They choose it).

5MP Camera so wad? so far i only take 10 photos in the past 2 years for my old phone.

Lousy Saturday. I MISS RED CAMP!!

Regards,
dareN`

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10:42 AM
BeautifulIllusions